Eh, been in that state for a while, but only really reason I’m still here is because statistically there’s (if I remember correctly) a 5% chance you will die, meaning a 95% chance you will survive and this society will not treat you kindly for attempting it, it literally ruins some remaining life. That is if all parts of your body survives. There’s a eugenics of disabled people in this country, marking it incredibly difficult to get any help or treatment.
So for me, I’m not afraid of dying by my own hand, I’m afraid of surviving it.
Eh, been in that state for a while, but only really reason I’m still here is because statistically there’s (if I remember correctly) a 5% chance you will die, meaning a 95% chance you will survive and this society will not treat you kindly for attempting it, it literally ruins some remaining life. That is if all parts of your body survives. There’s a eugenics of disabled people in this country, marking it incredibly difficult to get any help or treatment.
So for me, I’m not afraid of dying by my own hand, I’m afraid of surviving it.
I wrote this because I remember this “song” from titkok, not actually suicidal.
Oh yeah I remember that my a Multisensory Aphantasia does that. But thought I might help just in case anyways.