It’s just, too much, so much bad and evil happening and I can’t take it, nor can I look away.

I use these platforms to distract from the gnawing constant loneliness I feel that never goes away.

I can’t spend more than 5 minutes without a video playing or checking some kind of media to fill the void.

I’m feeling so suicidal nowadays, but I’m stuck in this existence for the time being.

      • SaneMartigan@aussie.zone
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        5 months ago

        I have Ukraine. Gaza, Trump and Musk blocked, not because I don’t care about them but because I can’t affect them in any way whatsoever aside from feeling shitty at being more personally aware of the atrocities of the world.