Have been and been going through this myself.

There’s an uncomfortable truth here, when you cannot fully love yourself, you cannot fully love others. This is simple to explain: you are probably either don’t know your strengths and weaknesses or you don’t believe in them. You may know what you value but you may not seek them. You may know what a healthy relationship is, but you haven’t been in one.

Relationships require vulnerability, boundaries, and communication.

Depression is a condition where your brain is literally communicating to you (and others) very incorrect information.

This will lead you to ignoring red flags in relationships, but also missing green flags. As you start to handle depression, you need to do you. Do a lot of things with friends, coworkers outside of work, family, etc. those are the relationships you need to build up first, and they will help guide you while you recover.

The only person that knows if you still need help with depression is you. Sure, you may not be able to get rid of it entirely, but there will be a moment in the future, when you have an expanded support system, when you feel secure in the least, that you will know when you can date someone.

I’m not there yet. But I see how to get there now. It takes time, and it might be another year or two. I’ll be a 36 y/o single dad. That’s like the most difficult playing field out there. But having been in a single terrible relationship most of my life, I’ve felt marvelous when not worried about dating.

I was thinking Rust, but that works too.

Because then I could call the Language Spoons.

It would as uncomfortable to use as it is to watch Rusty Spoons

Sure! It doesn’t do anything yet, I just have a text file with how I’m intending to architect it.

It quite literally started two four (edit: I can’t keep track of time) days ago.

I’ll configure a repo, stick this in a file, and push it. I’ll reply with another comment so you (and others) can look it up.

I’ve come up with some crazy stuff. Instead of something like “class” to indicate a class, it’s

🏫 Followed by the emoji name of the class like 🖼️📁. So it will need to be able to handle operators in the name it’s amazingly gross! Properties and methods will also be emoji names, like to get the 🖼️📁 “File Name” it would be 📁💳.

Haven’t published it yet.

Here are comparisons:

⚖️

🐲

🐲⚖️

⚖️🐲

🚫🐲⚖️

That’s way better than my emoji based programming language.

That’s odd. It doesn’t show on his feed. The link shows it, but it’s not on his feed at all.

Edit: Hes trolling lmfao

Maybe went a bit too far, but he’s definitely trolling.

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It’s like somewhere in the grapevine this dude found out I was doing financially better and right before I am able to afford nice things I’ve worked toward he’s like “lol fuck you in particular”

It’s so cold right now the plane said “fuck this, you guys try keeping me warm now.”

I… Walked right into that one.

It was a post talking about “Never Gonna Give You Up.” It mentions Rick rolling on click.

Clicked the damn link anyway.

I love the internet

I hope it stays up long enough to see any responses.

That burner account deserves the best fire it can get there.

That’s the part I’m still giggling about.

It was supposed to “push” the llama. Except he didn’t have ice blocks or water, so instead of the llama being pushed it just repeatedly “stabbed the llama in the butt”. He’s 7, so I just agreed with that

It would wake me up more than coffee that’s for sure

You mean an AI that literally generated text based on applying a mathematical function to input text doesn’t do reasoning for me? (/s)

I’m pretty certain every programmer alive knew this was coming as soon as we saw people trying to use it years ago.

It’s funny because I never get what I want out of AI. I’ve been thinking this whole time “am I just too dumb to ask the AI to do what I need?” Now I’m beginning to think “am I not dumb enough to find AI tools useful?”

Guys, first rule is never stick your dick in crazy. Second rule is never do it again.

But I think these women just need a positive, stable, healthy relationship.

It’s why I fucking love astrophysics. There’s so much handwaving because so much information is observed.

But without the handwaving you can’t find crazy ass things like nuclear fusion being behind the power of stars. You find these really big numbers everywhere that make the “normal stuff” negligible.

It not that the precision isn’t important, it’s just not always relevant at particular scales, like the scale of space.

Ah. I suppose building an 81 gigaton nuclear weapon wouldn’t be small.

Let’s fire up the antimatter then!

I guess it’s a part of lab sciences. How do you think they find out if thing in tube X is sweet yet poisonous?

Or what?

Nuke Europe? That threat only works if you follow up on it once in a while.