Torn Apart By Dogs

Look. I was high and I was hungry, okay?

lol

i know is probably hyperbole but please dont kill anyone over some beef jerky

With so much mac and cheese.

My mother kicked me out on my 18th birthday for not being employed. This was the second time with the first being at 14. I was an autistic, queer, CSA, COCSA, and DV survivor at 14. I’m now an unhoused trans evacuee and refugee with no understanding of what healthy family or community looks or feels like. I’m now being helped by a wonderful trans community in Seattle that I can’t fathom even though I’m being loved and supported.

The folks talking about building resilient children don’t know shit. I’m resilient as fuck because I’ve survived a hellish existence but I’m *far from healthy even though ive had 35ish years of intensive counseling for CPTSD and trauma. Caring for your kids for their whole lives should be the default because you fucking made them. If they turn out to be helpless and narcissistic assholes who do nothing to contribute that’s not because of generous support but because of nature and nurture. With the latter being due to acting as if your children are beyond reproach.

Not giving kids full support is evil and the major reason why I’m a broken whore in my 50s. Not caring for our children is why humans have created this global nightmare we are all living thru now. The culture of rugged individualism is so toxic that people scar children in a way from which they will never fully recover. It perpetuates the cycle of abuse and cultural decay. /rant

tldr: YOU’RE FINE. KEEP LOVING YOUR KID. <3

Prazosin helps me there. Also helps nightmares and night terrors which is why it was prescribed for me.

Thank you. I was worried she would stop fucking me not that I would be fired. Turned out I to be both! 🤪 She was scared to lose her job because she might go back to prison. She did call me later to get acid but for some reason that didn’t happen! Fuck me once, noice. Fuck me twice, fuck you. Fuck me three times, won’t get fooled again. 😂

Who says I didn’t? After that my GF and I took a bunch of acid with us and drove to Encinada for a week.

For telling the manager i wouldn’t cook burgers that had been in a reach-in that was broken-hot for 12 hours. Then my mother kicked me out because I didn’t have a job.

Dildos and poop knives.

I’m not. Homeless, trans, old, disabled. I am the fuckin news. I take my meds and do my best to keep an even keel but sanity is long gone. LOL @ DOOMSCROLLING wtf eat good and enjoy your pillow and hug your friends if you still got any. its not your fault. i love you. be safe everybody.

HOLY SHIT IM GONNA LIVE FOREVER

i dont know if youre crazy or not, thats on you to evaluate and decide.

however, i have been struggling with some delusion and paranoia. i been feeling like i served my purpose and thinking its my time to end. before recent events i was thinking i would find my purpose and then my life would end. i FELT it so strongly i couldnt ignore it at all. all day every day. now im trying to put together the pieces of my mind and heart because i made some bad decisions when i felt like i had no time left and started fearing everyone in my life. am i crazy to think and feel that something touched me and told me i was gonna die after i did what i was meant to do?

You’re okay. You get a pass.

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A safe place to sleep.

Suicide. It would be a relief to be forgotten. There would be nothing left to stop me from powering off. 🎉☠️

You can do that but instead of yeeting em you keep em, for activities. Keep em in the fridge or have em bronzed like baby shoes. Be creative!

i have than more we can always never listen to

Did you know that if you don’t want to dip your nuts in poop water you can just not have balls? You can just not have balls if you want.