42 years of (previously) undiagnosed autism and ADHD

I don’t even know at this point, I’m kinda fucked up but somehow I’m at least not doing bad financially…

I wouldn’t choose to describe my personality as revolving around liking or disliking anything specific. Things change.

It’s more relevant to use adjectives for values. I got this as an assignment some years ago where I found my words to be “brave” and “curious”.

So, instead of using your hate for big tech as your whole personality, you should consider what values you have that creates your current position on that subject.

People can hate big tech for different reasons, like the “we are not the same”-meme always points out.

You dislike big tech because you’re a young alternative free thinker, I dislike big tech because I’m a stubborn old idiot, we’re not the same.

Disliking big tech and corporate social media isn’t a personality… that’s not you. That’s just shit you don’t like. There are tons of people that are nothing like you that dislike the same shit.

Found computers very interesting. Broke them. Watched how to fix them. Broke them again. Fixed them myself. Rinse and repeat.

ADHD dictates so much of my persobality

16 years of child abuse 🤪

it’s hard to tell whether it’s autism or severe childhood social neglect. I think it’s both.

Insatiable curiosity about everything and a keen awareness of my limited lifespan.

Choices.

Probably undiagnosed mental illness. I spent 30+ years as a round peg trying to fit in a square hole, until I realized one day that the way I like to be is fine and I should enjoy an existence that fits me.

Autism & being lonely

Trauma 🙂

SNRIs

My dad sketched while I was a kid and I liked how it looked so I tried to copy it. Ever since then, I’ve been drawing and I love it